Married (with a child) and Still In Love With My Ex

I fell in love with my soulmate in May 1997. I just didn't know at that time. We met briefly on a journey of night work for the country, I was almost 16 and he almost 20. We spent the night talking, all night, pouring our souls l ' l ' other. Nothing else happened, although this was in Europe, so even if we had kissed etc, would not have been seen of good eye. I thought often to him with affection, even if I do not know at all.

My wild years passed adolescence, eventually I graduated in 2004 and was ready to make my debut as a businesswoman. But while looking for a job, I decided to work again for the restaurant where I had met him " " about 7 years before.

I worked there for two weeks, when a stranger came into the kitchen. He was tall, dark and handsome, has made my knees weak and had to breathe slowly from excitement. It was cute in any conventional way, spectacles were held together with a little ' of adhesive tape, but his eyes were more penetrating gaze I'd ever seen. He turned to me and said: " I see you are back to work here, Lulu ". In disbelief I wondered how this stranger I knew. And ' was he! And ' was just him! It was a trip outside the country for the last month and returned only to find myself here! The sexual tension was unbearable, we went home together on the first night we worked together, but tried to keep our personal affairs outside office hours. I was very immature, I asked him not to tell anyone they were seeing each other, and the games were on.

The reason why I didn't want anyone to know who we are because I was so in love with him. I didn't want to hurt, so I was incredibly cold towards him. The sneaking around and coldness made our relationship a little bitter, although ' would have played cat and mouse and forget everything, closed in my house or its. I never loved anyone so much, but I was so afraid of losing that couldn't show or tell him.

And ' was a series of a million one-night-stand. We stopped working together, but the mini-fires continued. I wished it had been kind to ' the beginning, I wanted to I had asked him to keep a secret. I wished that we could be a normal couple.

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The reason why I didn't want anyone to know who we are because I was so in love with him. I didn't want to hurt, so I was incredibly cold towards him. The sneaking around and coldness made our relationship a little bitter, although ' would have played cat and mouse and forget everything, closed in my house or its. I never loved anyone so much, but I was so afraid of losing that couldn't show or tell him.

And ' was a series of a million one-night-stand. We stopped working together, but the mini-fires continued. I wished it had been kind to ' the beginning, I wanted to I had asked him to keep a secret. I wished that we could be a normal couple.

He drank a lot, we were away even when naked in bed together. But something we drew one toward the other ', I loved and hated at the same time. We actually said those words valuable each other on numerous occasions, when we opened the ' other ' one all. The next day, the magic is gone, he would have repeated what he had said and neither would I. After two years of emotional abuse, the alternative ' I broke, frustrated by the fact that I felt like a hamster on a wheel, without ever going anywhere.

I knew it was over, I couldn't waste any time on him. But still I loved him so much that no other man would. Or I could live my life dedicated to him forever, without ever getting married, wallowing in self-pity .... or I could go on. I moved on, although I never stopped loving him. It was almost 2 years since our break-up. I met a man who seemed as good as everyone, that I wasn't in love, but would be fine. We were good friends, at least. I felt a little guilty of dream ' l ' other guy while in bed with my husband, but I knew that was not my fault, I wanted to really I was in love with my husband. We had a child right after we got married, a good and well-behaved little angel. Unfortunately, nothing has changed.

When my husband betrayed me very early in our marriage, I have been a relief to have a d ' exit. I was starting to feel a little ' of regret for my decision to marry, while in love with someone else.

t asked him to keep a secret. I wished that we could be a normal couple.

He drank a lot, we were away even when naked in bed together. But something we drew one toward the other ', I loved and hated at the same time. We actually said those words valuable each other on numerous occasions, when we opened the ' other ' one all. The next day, the magic is gone, he would have repeated what he had said and neither would I. After two years of emotional abuse, the alternative ' I broke, frustrated by the fact that I felt like a hamster on a wheel, without ever going anywhere.

I knew it was over, I couldn't waste any time on him. But still I loved him so much that no other man would. Or I could live my life dedicated to him forever, without ever getting married, wallowing in self-pity .... or I could go on. I moved on, although I never stopped loving him. It was almost 2 years since our break-up. I met a man who seemed as good as everyone, that I wasn't in love, but would be fine. We were good friends, at least. I felt a little guilty of dream ' l ' other guy while in bed with my husband, but I knew that was not my fault, I wanted to really I was in love with my husband. We had a child right after we got married, a good and well-behaved little angel. Unfortunately, nothing has changed.

When my husband betrayed me very early in our marriage, I have been a relief to have a d ' exit. I was starting to feel a little ' of regret for my decision to marry, while in love with someone else.

While browsing the internet, I came across a program that had a title, " You Are Still In Love with your ex? ", usually I ignore stuff like that, but I had to see what was since I could relate to it. And ' was an ebook with a guarantee of 60 days money back guarantee. Knowing that I had nothing to lose, l ' I bought it and was very surprised. Only 16 days after " him " was an appointment with me! Wow, when I think about everything that we have spent the past 12 years, is insane. In 3 years we were apart, he stopped drinking and finished his degree, while I got married and had a baby! But we are more in love with which we have never been, and this time, we are giving a real go. I can not thank enough the program and do not regret anything.